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i should not be sending you this message. i should not be telling you how alone i am. i have been alone, but never this alone. i have been sad, but never this sad. you don't know. you will never know. what happened? what did i do? or, more importantly what did i not do? i am trying to avoid the memories. but i cannot. i am trying to forget your voice. but i cannot. where do go? what do i do? who was right? who was wrong? no answer in sight. only the lingering shadow of emptiness. only the resonating silence of tears. i love you but you never believed. goodbye is a terrible word. farewell is better than goodbye. i bid you love. that is all that i can leave you. for that is all that i can live with. i am making no sense. i will cry for you and for our memories. that is all that there is for me to remember. even if that is all that there is for you to forget.