dear ___________,
it's raining outside so i feel a little gloomy. but then again, your thought is there to make me smile. so i guess it doesn't matter much to me what the weather is out there. because in my world, your mere existence makes everyday a perfect day. and as the song goes...everyday is a sunny day.
i do not understand why everytime i open my friendster account, the first thing that i do, before reading any new messages or testimonials, is to look at your picture. though i know that you have the same pictures posted, the same set of testimonials, and probably the same profile, i still find it necessary to look at you and read what you have to say about yourself. i stare at your picture though i have stared at it a thousand times before. i have memorized your profile. i have read all the wonderful things that people say about you. if only i had the courage to say what i have to say about you, friendster would probably close its site due to insufficiency of space. quite illogical? i guess so. that is why i am inclined to believe that logic has nothing to do with love. and that the brain is probably the farthest organ from the heart.
daydreaming has been a lifestyle since i met you. i often find myself staring at nothingness, trying to imagine just how wonderful life would be if you were with me. i try to imagine how ecstatic I would be if I could hold your hand. just now, i am thinking that, although it was great movie, spiderman would have been nicer to watch if you were with me.
could it be that you and i have met before? perhaps in the secluded memory of our previous life? i sound silly, i know. but i would choose this wonderful silliness over loneliness any time!
you know what i have learned from you? i have learned so many things but i guess that the one thing that will forever be carved in my soul is the virtue of loving without expecting anything in return. many people can say this but most do not mean it. but with you, i have learned that love need not always be a two-way process. i have realized that i can be happy just by loving you. and that it is not essential for you to love me back. although i would be a hypocrite to say that i do not want you to love me, that is beside the point. what's more important is that your there for me to adore and love. you have satisfied my soul in more ways than you can probably ever imagine. The happiness you brought into my life would last until happiness is nothing more than a term.
God is a great God! He led me to you and made me feel what love really is all about. i do not know what it is that i have done to deserve meeting such a wondeful woman. meeting you was in itself a miracle. i can never thank God enough for that alone.
at night, while the stars are busily courting the moon, i think of you more. the stars remind me so much of your eyes. i do not get to see you that often anymore because we both are busy with what we are doing - you with your work, and me with my review. nevertheless, i can assure that i never cease praying for you. everytime i talk to God, i always mention you. with childish faith, i ask Him to be there for you especially now that you are so fatigued by your work. i never fail to ask God to make you happy. sometimes, I can almost see God smiling at me and telling me that - "You don't need to ask me that." but still……i do. and i always will. the reason why is...well that's between me and God.
I LOVE YOU.
it's raining outside so i feel a little gloomy. but then again, your thought is there to make me smile. so i guess it doesn't matter much to me what the weather is out there. because in my world, your mere existence makes everyday a perfect day. and as the song goes...everyday is a sunny day.
i do not understand why everytime i open my friendster account, the first thing that i do, before reading any new messages or testimonials, is to look at your picture. though i know that you have the same pictures posted, the same set of testimonials, and probably the same profile, i still find it necessary to look at you and read what you have to say about yourself. i stare at your picture though i have stared at it a thousand times before. i have memorized your profile. i have read all the wonderful things that people say about you. if only i had the courage to say what i have to say about you, friendster would probably close its site due to insufficiency of space. quite illogical? i guess so. that is why i am inclined to believe that logic has nothing to do with love. and that the brain is probably the farthest organ from the heart.
daydreaming has been a lifestyle since i met you. i often find myself staring at nothingness, trying to imagine just how wonderful life would be if you were with me. i try to imagine how ecstatic I would be if I could hold your hand. just now, i am thinking that, although it was great movie, spiderman would have been nicer to watch if you were with me.
could it be that you and i have met before? perhaps in the secluded memory of our previous life? i sound silly, i know. but i would choose this wonderful silliness over loneliness any time!
you know what i have learned from you? i have learned so many things but i guess that the one thing that will forever be carved in my soul is the virtue of loving without expecting anything in return. many people can say this but most do not mean it. but with you, i have learned that love need not always be a two-way process. i have realized that i can be happy just by loving you. and that it is not essential for you to love me back. although i would be a hypocrite to say that i do not want you to love me, that is beside the point. what's more important is that your there for me to adore and love. you have satisfied my soul in more ways than you can probably ever imagine. The happiness you brought into my life would last until happiness is nothing more than a term.
God is a great God! He led me to you and made me feel what love really is all about. i do not know what it is that i have done to deserve meeting such a wondeful woman. meeting you was in itself a miracle. i can never thank God enough for that alone.
at night, while the stars are busily courting the moon, i think of you more. the stars remind me so much of your eyes. i do not get to see you that often anymore because we both are busy with what we are doing - you with your work, and me with my review. nevertheless, i can assure that i never cease praying for you. everytime i talk to God, i always mention you. with childish faith, i ask Him to be there for you especially now that you are so fatigued by your work. i never fail to ask God to make you happy. sometimes, I can almost see God smiling at me and telling me that - "You don't need to ask me that." but still……i do. and i always will. the reason why is...well that's between me and God.
I LOVE YOU.
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